Create YOUR Artist Heroine!

UNSTUCK JOY! – june 22, 2017

Discover YOUR Artist Heroine and Her Unique Super Powers and Live Unstuck JOY!

Did you know that you are an Artist Heroine? An Artist Heroine is someone who develops her own life story by consciously creating her life, striving to continuously evolve into her True Self, and who uses the gifts – her Super Powers! – she was given at birth to make the world brighter. This is how you live Unstuck JOY! We will look at ways to strengthen your Super Powers so you can live the Artist Heroine life of your dreams! Also, watch as Vicki creates an Art Vision journal page LIVE during the show!

Click below to watch this episode of Unstuck JOY!

Here is the Art Vision journal page I created during the show of my Artist Heroine!

MEMOIR ARTWORK OF THE DAY: Personal Landscape 

Personal Landscape

We all have lives that are made up of different events and choices we make. These create our Personal Landscape. It’s up to us to cultivate that landscape into the life we desire.

Part of designing our Personal Landscape is to define our Super Powers that we were given at birth to make an impact on the world. Not sure what your Super Powers are? Ask your Inner 8 Year Old and your Future Elder Warrioress!

Click here to read my blog, “Advice from Your Inner 8 Year Old and Your Future Elder Warrioress. What Wisdom Will They Bestow on You?”

 

ART VISION JOURNAL PROMPT OF THE DAY: Create your artist heroine!

Here is my Artist Heroine with her Super Powers of Intuition Ladybug and Flower Bombs of Unstuck JOY that take the form of my art, teaching what I learn, my story of two life flips, writing, and encouraging others!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN!

  • Read the Art Visioning process below.
  • Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt below.
  • Allow the Universe to intuitively reveal to you how you can express your thoughts/discoveries via collaging, drawing, doodling, writing and/or painting.
  • Remember – there are NO mistakes in Art Vision journaling! Let your creative juices flow freely! Tell your Inner Critic to sit quietly in the corner.

ART VISIONING PROMPT – create your artist heroine:

Hear Me Roar

What is an Artist Heroine? Someone who acts as the Artist Heroine of her own life story by consciously creating her life, striving to continuously evolve into her True Self, and who uses the gifts – her Super Powers! – she was given at birth to make the world brighter. This is how she lives Unstuck JOY!

Artist Heroine Manifesto:
I am an Artist Heroine.

I listen deeply to the guidance of Source Energy and intuitively co-create my ultimate life vision with Source Energy – the same Energy that aligns the starry galaxies and causes jellyfish to emit their translucent light into the ocean depths.

I was born with beautiful gifts – my Super Powers – that are unique to me.

My life Purpose is to use these gifts to make the world a brighter place.

If I conceal my Super Powers, I am doing the World a grave injustice because no one else can bring forth my unique Light.

I strive to remain in an emotional state of Unstuck JOY, love and gratitude to manifest into my True Self and create the life I desire.

I tend my emotional garden each day by courageously pruning limiting beliefs, circumstances and relationships that block me from blooming into my best Self.

I acknowledge that my birthright is Unstuck JOY, abundance, creativity, and prosperity.

I am the powerful artist-creator of my unique life vision.

I am an Artist Heroine. 
by Vicki Todd

The power of “I am…” These words form your experience and give instructions to your subconscious mind, so it creates that experience.

Fill in the blanks…

  • What does your Artist Heroine look like?
    • Is she an animal, angel, mythic creature, cartoon character, a spirit, voice, person, element of nature, etc.?
  • What Super Powers/Gifts does your Artist Heroine possess?
  • How does she use these Super Powers?
  • What are the impacts of her Super Powers on herself (you!) and the world?
  • What limiting beliefs do you need to shed to fully be your Artist Heroine?
  • What do you need to allow to fully be your Artist Heroine?
  • How do your life and experiences change when you act from your Artist Heroine self – your True Self?

Draw your Artist Heroine and her Super Powers!

  • If your Inner Critic pops up, tell her to quietly sit in the corner. Repeat after me: I AM a powerful creator! There are NO mistakes in Art Vision journaling!

ART VISIONING PROCESS

  1. Connect with your Higher Self/Source Energy through meditation, yoga, walking in nature, listening to music, etc. to achieve an open/receptive mind/heart.
  2. Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt of Create YOUR Artist Heroine.
  3. With the prompt in mind, ask the Universe the following questions. Respond to each question or gravitate to the one(s) that most resonate with you.
  • What do you want me to discover about this area of my life?
  • How can I perceive this part of my life differently?
  • What do I need to shed to manifest the best good in this area?
  • What do I need to say yes to/allow to manifest the best good in this area?
  • Who do I need to be in this area of my life?
  • What is an inspired next step I can take to grow/evolve into my True Self in this area?
  • How can I use my gifts/super powers to enhance this part of my life?
  1. Record your discoveries in your art journal – draw, doodle, paint, write, collage your way to soul clarity. Use images, words, favorite quotes, poems, minds maps, colors, etc. Mix up creativity techniques.
  2. Keep each Art Visioning journal creation as a record of how you’re progressing/evolving on your journey toward being your True Self.
  3. Feel free to share your Art Visioning creations with me on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram @vickiworldart!
CHECK OUT WHAT PARTICIPANTS IN MY ART VISIONING WORKSHOP CREATED TO express their Artist Heroines & super powers!
Artist Heroine & Super Powers

Say YES to Your Life Zen Doodle

UNSTUCK JOY! – may 25, 2017

Say YES to Your True Self Values and Live Unstuck JOY!

What are the values that make your life joyful and balanced – in other words, the values of your True Self? Did you know that if you define these values and incorporate them regularly into your daily activities, you will enjoy more vibrancy, texture and fulfillment in your life? We will look at the top reasons of why people don’t live their True Self Values and how you can do a Values Litmus Test to make sure you’re living your True Self life at full volume! Also, watch as Vicki creates a watercolor painting LIVE during the show!

Click below to watch this episode of Unstuck JOY!

Here is where the LIVE watercolor painting ended up!

MEMOIR ARTWORK OF THE DAY: Hear Me roar

Hear Me Roar

I painted Hear Me Roar while saying YES to my life during an art retreat in Spain. The class was designed to be a traditional landscape course, but I followed my True Self intuition and painted “landscapes that tell the story of women’s lives.” If I had followed everyone else and painted traditional landscapes during the retreat, my True Self knew that I would be disappointed that I didn’t embrace my heart’s desire in the moment of the experience. How are YOU following your True Self values in your daily life?

Click here to read my Artist Heroine Manifesto about co-creating YOUR desired life with the power of the Universe!

 

ART VISION JOURNAL PROMPT OF THE DAY: say yes to your life zen doodle!

Here are my True Self Values list and the Art Vision journal page I created for the Say YES to Your Life Zen Doodle prompt. I used Crayons and matched my six True Self values with the colors and positions of the seven Chakra. What creative colors, patterns and symbols can YOU use to express living your own True Self Values?

Say YES to Your Life Zen Doodle
Vicki’s True Self Values

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN!

  • Read the Art Visioning process below.
  • Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt below.
  • Allow the Universe to intuitively reveal to you how you can express your thoughts/discoveries via collaging, drawing, doodling, writing and/or painting.
  • Remember – there are NO mistakes in Art Vision journaling! Let your creative juices flow freely! Tell your Inner Critic to sit quietly in the corner.

ART VISIONING PROMPT – say yes to your life zen doodle:

When I knew that I needed to resign from my 12-year professor position to follow my life’s Purpose, a life coach asked me to define the values that I require to live a happy, balanced life. She then asked me to compare my daily activities to this list of values to determine whether I was living my values on a consistent basis – a True Self Values Litmus Test.

What an eye-opener!

My six values include: freedom to work on projects that are important to me, creativity, making a meaningful contribution, autonomy, spirituality, and adventure. At the end of my professor career, I was not living these values daily, and that caused me frustration and pain.

How about you? Can you list at least 3 True Self values that you require to make your life joyful and balanced? How do your daily activities measure up? What do you need to do to make your True Self values list and your daily activities gel together? Do you need to take a life-changing leap of faith into the unknown (change jobs, end a toxic relationship, relocate, etc.) or simply tweak your current schedule to allow more time for activities you love?

Click here to print out the True Self outline: TrueSelfoutline

Paste the True Self outline onto your Art Vision journal page and express via zen doodling how you’re growing and evolving toward manifesting your True Self values. Use Crayons, colored markers, or collage materials to create your zen doodle page. Incorporate patterns, shapes and colors that hold meaning for you regarding your list of True Self values. For example, I used flower shapes to symbolize my True Self values blooming and growing.

If you feel you’re not living your True Self values today, you might express those values in black and white on one side of the True Self outline, and then create a doodle in color on the other side to express the Unstuck JOY you would feel to truly live those values daily.

If you are currently living your True Self values, what patterns, colors, and shapes can you doodle to express how it feels to manifest into your True Self?

ART VISIONING PROCESS

  1. Connect with your Higher Self/Source Energy through meditation, yoga, walking in nature, listening to music, etc. to achieve an open/receptive mind/heart.
  2. Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt of Say YES to Your Life Zen Doodle.
  3. With the prompt in mind, ask the Universe the following questions. Respond to each question or gravitate to the one(s) that most resonate with you.
  • What do you want me to discover about this area of my life?
  • How can I perceive this part of my life differently?
  • What do I need to shed to manifest the best good in this area?
  • What do I need to say yes to/allow to manifest the best good in this area?
  • Who do I need to be in this area of my life?
  • What is an inspired next step I can take to grow/evolve into my True Self in this area?
  • How can I use my gifts/super powers to enhance this part of my life?
  1. Record your discoveries in your art journal – draw, doodle, paint, write, collage your way to soul clarity. Use images, words, favorite quotes, poems, minds maps, colors, etc. Mix up creativity techniques.
  2. Keep each Art Visioning journal creation as a record of how you’re progressing/evolving on your journey toward being your True Self.
  3. Feel free to share your Art Visioning creations with me on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram @vickiworldart!
CHECK OUT WHAT PARTICIPANTS IN MY ART VISIONING WORKSHOP CREATED TO express how they say yes to their true self values!
Expressing True Self Values via Zen Doodle

 

 

Discover Your Spirit Animals

UNSTUCK JOY! – April 13, 2017

Your Spirit Guides are talking. are you listening?

Did you know the Universe is always communicating with you? When you’re ready to evolve on your True Self path, your Spirit Guides are ready and willing to assist you on your journey. When you choose to accept their powerful messages, they can give you the courage to take a leap of faith and make changes necessary for you to grow into your best Self. Get ready to get curious, perceive new ways of seeing, and live Unstuck JOY!

Click on the video below to watch this episode of Unstuck JOY! and learn how:

  • YOU can discover your Spirit Guides
  • Vicki created her Art Visioning journal pages of Discover Your Spirit Animal!
  • And – watch Vicki do a LIVE watercolor painting during the show!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svGLUfqMnuY

Here’s where the Wild Woman Goddess LIVE paint ended up!

Wild Woman Goddess

MEMOIR ARTWORK OF THE DAY: Genora Genius

Genora Genius

Click here to learn:

  • why I dedicated this painting to my Grandmother, Genora Taylor, also an artist
  • what “genius” means in a spiritual sense

 

 

 

 

ART VISION JOURNAL PROMPT OF THE DAY: Discover your spirit animals!

Here are the three Art Vision journal pages I created for Discover Your Spirit Animals. For the Crow, I painted my own collage paper and tore out the shape of Crow. You could also use printed scrapbook paper, along with paint, Crayons and colored markers. Use a variety of creativity techniques!

Hawk Sentinel
Ladybug & Hummingbird

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Crow

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN!

  • Read the Art Visioning process below.
  • Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt below.
  • Allow the Universe to intuitively reveal to you how you can express your thoughts/discoveries via collaging, drawing, doodling, writing and/or painting.
  • Remember – there are NO mistakes in Art Vision journaling! Let your creative juices flow freely! Tell your Inner Critic to sit quietly in the corner.

ART VISIONING PROMPT – Discover you spirit animals:

Connect with nature to create a portal to your Spirit Animal(s):

  • Spend 10 minutes with a flower, leaf, sea shell, or other element of nature that resonates with you.
  • Observe its structure, then close your eyes. What does it feel like? Smell like? What are the sensations you feel in your body, thoughts, feelings when you connect to it?
  • Imagine it is sensing you back! Imagine there is a link between you and your element of nature.
  • Now open your eyes. Do you perceive it differently?
  • Intuitively draw/doodle/collage what you sense in this link between you and your nature element. No plan – no judgment. Just draw what comes from your intuition and Soul. This is not a realistic drawing, but one that intuitively captures your natural element’s emotion and feeling.
  • Now you’ve created a portal that invites your Spirit Animal(s) to come play with you!

Meditation to invite your Spirit Animal(s) to come forward:

  • Close your eyes and imagine your perfect sanctuary in nature. It can be an open meadow of flowers, on a beach, under the ocean/river, in a forest, on a mountain, etc. How does your perfect nature sanctuary feel, look and smell?
  • Place an intention to meet your Spirit Animal(s). Know that it will be easy.
  • Notice a door in your mind. Walk to this door. What does it look like? How do you open it? Use your imagination to create a beautiful door in your nature sanctuary.
  • Now, open the door and walk, swim, climb through it.
  • Once through the door, ask your Spirit Animal(s) to come forward one at a time.
  • Ask each animal – Are you my Spirit Animal? If they say yes, thank them and ask them what messages they have for you. What can they teach you? If they say no, thank them and let them move on.
  • Open your eyes and intuitively draw/doodle/collage your animal(s) on the intuitive nature element page you created above. Write the messages you perceived your Spirit Animal(s) gave you on this journal page along with your Spirit Animal(s). Your Spirit Animals don’t have to be perfect representations. Try to capture their emotion and feeling while Art Vision journaling. If they come out wonky, all the better!
  • You can Google your Spirit Animals to discover their characteristics and lessons they may have for you.
  • Contemplate the Art Visioning questions below to allow the Universe to further reveal to you how you can incorporate your Spirit Animal’s powerful messages into your life.

ART VISIONING PROCESS

  1. Connect with your Higher Self/Source Energy through meditation, yoga, walking in nature, listening to music, etc. to achieve an open/receptive mind/heart.
  2. Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt of Discover Your Spirit Animals.
  3. With the prompt in mind, ask the Universe the following questions. Respond to each question or gravitate to the one(s) that most resonate with you.
  • What do you want me to discover about this area of my life?
  • How can I perceive this part of my life differently?
  • What do I need to shed to manifest the best good in this area?
  • What do I need to say yes to/allow to manifest the best good in this area?
  • Who do I need to be in this area of my life?
  • What is an inspired next step I can take to grow/evolve into my True Self in this area?
  • How can I use my gifts/super powers to enhance this part of my life?
  1. Record your discoveries in your art journal – draw, doodle, paint, write, collage your way to soul clarity. Use images, words, favorite quotes, poems, minds maps, colors, etc. Mix up creativity techniques.
  2. Keep each Art Visioning journal creation as a record of how you’re progressing/evolving on your journey toward being your True Self.
  3. Feel free to share your Art Visioning creations with me on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram @vickiworldart!
CHECK OUT WHAT PARTICIPANTS IN MY ART VISIONING WORKSHOP CREATED TO HELP THEM connect to nature & discover their spirit animals!
Essence of Spirit Animals & their powerful messages

Retrain Your Brain

UNSTUCK JOY! – March 23, 2017

Retrain Your Brain and Live unstuck joy!

Did you know 95% of our thoughts are the same as the day before because we’re living life in subconscious, default programming? And, 70-80% of those thoughts are negative, limiting, disempowering, and sabotaging! EEK!

Watch the video below to view this episode of Unstuck JOY! and learn how:

  • YOU can retrain your brain to match your positive dreams and desires
  • Vicki created her Art Visioning journal pages of Retrain Your Brain and Collage Poetry

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MEMOIR ARTWORK OF THE DAY: Voices

Voices

This is the cover art I painted for my upcoming book, Voices: 14+1 Artist Heroines Speak Their Creative Journey. (Stay tuned for more info on the book!)

  • Are you using conscious, deliberate, positive OR subconscious, default, negative “voices” during your day?
  • Create your Future Self = match positive thoughts + authentic feelings + gratitude to create new YOU and lead to new actions and abundance/Unstuck JOY!

 

ART VISION JOURNAL PROMPTs OF THE DAY: Retrain Your brain & collage poetry

Here are the two Art Vision journal pages I created for Retain Your Brain and Collage Poetry

Retrain Your Brain
Collage Poetry

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN!

  • Read the Art Visioning process below.
  • Contemplate the two Art Visioning prompts below.
  • Allow the Universe to intuitively reveal to you how you can express your thoughts/discoveries via collaging, drawing, doodling, writing and/or painting.
  • Remember – there are NO mistakes in Art Vision journaling! Let your creative juices flow freely! Tell your Inner Critic to sit quietly in the corner.

Art Visioning prompt – Retrain Your Brain:

Retrain Your Brain
  • Doodle/draw a head or use a magazine photo of a head to collage in your Art Vision journal.
  • Doodle/write/collage images and words that symbolize your tendencies to use default negative thoughts/perceptions/feelings/words coming out of your head. Use the following categories and/or others you tend to default to.
  • You can use specific items happening in your life or general categories that resonate with you
  • Then – doodle/write/collage how you can shift these tendencies toward the positive.
  • How will these positive shifts affect your actions and outcomes?


Possible negative default categories:

  • What are clichés or beliefs that you’ve grown up with? What would feel more positive and authentic and move you toward positive thoughts and actions? For example:
    • Money doesn’t grow on trees
      vs.
    • Everything I touch turns to gold! (is this authentic/feel good?)
      vs.
    • My business is beginning to grow. I see positive shifts!
  • Are you attached to only one outcome?
    • What if more than one positive outcome exists?
  • How do you react to challenges/fear?
    • What if you saw them as silver linings/opportunities?
  • Fun house mirror – do others’ doubts mirror your own doubts?
    • How can you rewrite your own story to be more positive/high vibe?
  • Do you use affirmations?
    • Do the words of the affirmation match how you feel?
    • How can you change the words so your affirmation feels good/authentic?

Art Visioning prompt – Collage poetry:

  • Collage Poetry
  • Close your eyes and intuitively select 7 magazine pages.
  • From the images and/or words on your 7 pages, write a poem (it doesn’t have to rhyme). If you selected a photo of a rose, you can directly say “rose” in your poem, or use more descriptive, symbolic language such as “life is in full bloom.”
  • Consciously choose words for your poem that feel positive, inspirational and high vibe to you.
  • Use this exercise as a reminder – the next time you catch yourself defaulting to negative thoughts/perceptions/feelings/words:
    • Remember that you perhaps chose magazine pages that you normally wouldn’t gravitate toward – just as life throws you curveballs you may not have chosen
    • Remember how you consciously chose positive words for your poem – you chose to perceive your 7 pages in a positive light
    • Remember you consciously created something beautiful – just as you can shift your default negative thoughts/perceptions/feelings/words toward authentic, high vibe, positive ones leading to positive actions and abundance!
    • You can consciously rewrite your story and create a new positive, high vibe norm!

ART VISIONING PROCESS

  1. Connect with your Higher Self/Source Energy through meditation, yoga, walking in nature, listening to music, etc. to achieve an open/receptive mind/heart.
  2. Contemplate the Art Visioning prompts of Retrain Your Brain and Collage Poetry.
  3. With each prompt in mind, ask the Universe the following questions. Respond to each question or gravitate to the one(s) that most resonate with you.
  • What do you want me to discover about this area of my life?
  • How can I perceive this part of my life differently?
  • What do I need to shed to manifest the best good in this area?
  • What do I need to say yes to/allow to manifest the best good in this area?
  • Who do I need to be in this area of my life?
  • What is an inspired next step I can take to grow/evolve into my True Self in this area?
  • How can I use my gifts/super powers to enhance this part of my life?
  1. Record your discoveries in your art journal – draw, doodle, paint, write, collage your way to soul clarity. Use images, words, favorite quotes, poems, minds maps, colors, etc. Mix up creativity techniques.
  2. Keep each Art Visioning journal creation as a record of how you’re progressing/evolving on your journey toward being your True Self.
  3. Feel free to share your Art Visioning creations with me on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram @vickiworldart!
CHECK OUT WHAT PARTICIPANTS IN MY ART VISIONING WORKSHOP CREATED to help them retrain their brains!
Students’ Art Visioning to Retrain Their Brains

Female archetypes

Unstuck JOY! – February 23, 2017

Feminine vs. Masculine Traits – Can They Play Well Together?

Click here to listen to this episode of Unstuck JOY! and learn how Vicki created her Art Visioning journal pages about her female archetypes.

Memoir artwork of the day: Inner Beauty Blooming

Inner Beauty Blooming
Inner Beauty Blooming

Click here to read about the life story behind Inner Beauty Blooming!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Art Vision journal prompt of the day: Female Archetypes

Here are the two Art Vision journal pages I created representing my female archetypes of Artist, Rebel, Pioneer, Storyteller, Hermit, Mystic, and Seeker

Female Archetypes
Female Archetypes
Female Archetypes
Female Archetypes

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Now it’s YOUR turn!

  • Read the Art Visioning process below.
  • Contemplate the categories of female archetypes originally developed by Carl Jung. Click here for the pdf: female-archetype-categories (sources: “Art Journal Your Archetypes: Mixed-Media Techniques for Finding Yourself,” by Gabrielle Javier-Cerulli and Udemy blog by Chelsea Latimer).
  • Intuitively select the archetypes that most resonate with you. You can focus on one or more when art visioning.
  • Allow the Universe to intuitively reveal to you how you can express your chosen archetypes via collaging, drawing, doodling, writing and/or painting.
  • Remember – there are NO mistakes in Art Vision journaling! Let your creative juices flow freely! Tell your Inner Critic to sit quietly in the corner.

Art Visioning Process

  1. Connect with your Higher Self/Source Energy through meditation, yoga, walking in nature, listening to music, etc. to achieve an open/receptive mind/heart.
  2. Contemplate the Art Visioning prompt of female archetypes.
  3. With the prompt in mind, ask the Universe the following questions. Respond to each question or gravitate to the one(s) that most resonate with you.
  • What do you want me to discover about this area of my life?
  • How can I perceive this part of my life differently?
  • What do I need to shed to manifest the best good in this area?
  • What do I need to say yes to/allow to manifest the best good in this area?
  • Who do I need to be in this area of my life?
  • What is an inspired next step I can take to grow/evolve into my True Self in this area?
  • How can I use my gifts/super powers to enhance this part of my life?
  1. Record your discoveries in your art journal – draw, doodle, paint, write, collage your way to soul clarity. Use images, words, favorite quotes, poems, minds maps, colors, etc. Mix up creativity techniques.
  2. Keep each Art Visioning journal creation as a record of how you’re progressing/evolving on your journey toward being your True Self.
  3. Feel free to share your Art Visioning creations with me on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram @vickiworldart!
Check out what participants in my Art Visioning workshop created with their Female Archetypes!
Students' art vision creations using female archetypes
Students’ art vision creations using female archetypes

Advice from your Inner 8-year-old and your future Elder Warrioress: What wisdom will they bestow on you?

No Regrets
No Regrets

I’m currently reading The Artist’s Way: A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity by Julia Cameron. So many wonderful insights in this book for anyone who wishes to rediscover and enhance your own creative process, no matter what form your creative path takes.

In one of the time travel exercises, Julia Cameron asks the reader to write a letter from your 8-year-old self and your 80-year-old self to you at your current age. What would these younger and older versions urge you to believe, feel, pursue? What dreams would they tell you are possible? What would your inner 8-year-old remind you of that you loved to do as a child that made time fly and your heart sing? What would the 80-year-old version of you caution you to be or do or else you would regret not being or doing it when your final day on this earth comes?

I decided to tackle this exercise in a slightly different manner. Below is a little play I wrote based on a true story about me as a 6 year old that I remember through my mother’s retelling of it throughout the years. I also wrote a monologue spoken by my 80-year-old version, predicting what this wise woman would say if I could sit and visit with her.

I hope you enjoy these time travel offerings. More importantly, I hope you try this exercise with your own childhood and future selves. If you could sit and have tea with your Inner 8-year-old and your future Elder Warrioress, what insights would they give you about your True Self and the Purpose for why you were created? What would they urge you to do or be to make your life more vibrant and rounded, and in turn make the world a better place?

Happy, Texas: 1971
A one-act playlette featuring the inner dreams of a 6-year-old girl.

Prologue:
The location is a large wooden stage in the school auditorium of the rural 670-ish person town on a hot July evening. The town’s people are mostly farmers, cattle ranchers and devoted housewives. There is only one school in town – home of the Happy Cowboys and Cowgirls – five churches, no stop light on the red brick main street. It’s a close-knit community, in which everyone knows everyone (and everyone’s business/secrets).

The scene begins with the 6-year-old GIRL on the large stage. Her doting mother has entered her in the Little Miss Happy beauty pageant. She wears a pink frothy dress, white ruffle bobby socks, and black patent Mary Janes. Her hair is perfectly coiffed by her doting mother – blonde ringlets hang perfectly, just touching her slight shoulders. The GIRL stands alone on stage with the pageant’s JUDGE, Kenneth Wyatt, a professional artist who paints western/cowboy-themed oil paintings. It’s the Q & A portion of the pageant. The lights of the packed auditorium are dim except for the bright spotlight on GIRL and JUDGE.

JUDGE: (speaking into hand-held microphone) And, what’s your name, little girl?

GIRL: (speaking into microphone offered by JUDGE, serious expression) My name is Vicki.

JUDGE: And, what would you like to be when you grow up, little girl?

GIRL: I want to be an artist.

Some people in the dark audience giggle aloud at the GIRL’s response.

CURTAIN

Epilogue:
At the conclusion of the pageant, the GIRL is crowned Little Miss Happy. A sparkly crystal tiara is placed on her blonde head and a white sash with Little Miss Happy printed in gold glitter is placed around her shoulder and torso.

When the mother and GIRL are in the auditorium’s foyer after the pageant’s conclusion, a few town’s women ask the mother if she had coached the GIRL to say, “I want to be an artist,” hoping to win over the professional painter JUDGE. The mother is surprised and replies, “No – she said that all on her own.” The GIRL keeps her artist desire safe – a seed waiting to bud and blossom at some unknown point in the future.

END

***

Santa Fe, New Mexico: 2045
A monologue featuring the wisdom of an 80-year-old Warrioress.

The location is the back porch of a brown stucco pueblo overlooking the desert sagebrush and hazy purple Sangre de Cristo mountains in the distance. An octogenarian woman sits in a hand-carved wooden chair. She wears all black except for a vibrantly colored Indian bead necklace and bracelet hand-crafted by a local Native American jeweler. Her white hair is cropped short, a youthful frame for her alert blue eyes and age-lined face. Her fingertips are stained with dots of fuschia, turquoise and purple acrylic paint, remnants from the morning’s art session. An essence of peaceful calm oozes from her being.

WOMAN: (speaking to the current me who has flown in to visit the Warrioress)

“You know those things you’ve always loved to do – art and travel? They’re your breadcrumb trail, clues leading you to the life you were born to live. Remember in 2012 when you were talking with Mom on the phone wondering what in the world your Purpose in life was? You said, ‘The two things I really, truly love are art and travel. Time just flies when I do them, and I’m the most joyful at those times. How can I make those into my career?’

Well, guess what? You CAN. Quitting your soul-sucking job was the best thing, although I know you’re scared to death at times. Don’t worry. Remember that cheesy 1980’s song, ‘The Future’s So Bright, I Gotta Wear Shades?’ Well, better get your sunglasses ready.

Don’t live the life of a dead woman walking.

Dump those limiting beliefs about work having to be hard to be worthwhile and you should pursue your ‘frivolous hobbies’ after retirement. The Universe gave you the gifts and passions you have for a reason. Use them! The Universe is eagerly waiting for you to open your heart and co-create a life of meaning and purpose that will give you an abundant life and serve the world at the same time.

  • Believe in your art workshops. You’ll help women around the world find their own True Self and Calling. Help them light their candle and pay it forward to the people in their lives.
  • Write the books that are in you. You do have experiences, thoughts and feelings that others will want to read about.
  • Follow your intuition. It’s never led you astray. It will lead you to the people, places and actions that are in your path for a reason.
  • You’ll soon find your Tribe. Love them fiercely, because they’ll water and nurture your Wild Woman spirit.
  • Forgive the ‘crazymakers’ in your life. You’ve pushed them to the edge of their own dreams and that scares the shit out of them. Their drama is really not about you; it’s about their own unfulfilled Callings. Take it as a sign that you’re on YOUR right path and keep moving forward.

Make an impact on this world. Follow the Calling that you know is in you and the Universe will support you in unimaginable ways!”

As she finishes speaking, she sits peacefully staring into the distance toward the purple mountains. Her wise words linger in the air like feathers floating on a breeze. They pierce their bull’s eye mark at the center of my heart.

END

Now it’s your turn. What encouraging nuggets of wisdom will your wise and wild spirits whisper to you?

Are you a Wild Woman? 5 ways to let your Wild Woman spirit howl!

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I recently listened to the audio CD of Women Who Run with the Wolves: Myths & Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype by Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D. My friend and mentor, Georgian, has been urging me to read this book for over a year, but I’m just getting around to it. As the Universe always works, listening to the audio CD at this point in time was just the right time for me. The message of the Wild Woman struck a deep, resonating chord in my soul. Hopefully, this blog is coming to you at just the right time too!

The Wild Woman archetype begins with an old woman, La Loba, The Wolf Woman, collecting all the scattered bones of a wolf skeleton from the desert and reassembling the wolf skeleton in her cave. She sings over the bones, and the creature begins to flesh out and breath. The revitalized wolf jumps up and runs into the desert. It transforms into a laughing woman – the Wild Woman – with long multi-colored hair who runs free toward the desert’s horizon.

So, what does this mean for us today?

The wolf bones represent our indestructible soul and creative spirit. Throughout life, our spirit can become scattered pieces, lost, bent and injured, but never destroyed. We need to recover each part of our soul, assemble the pieces into a whole, and nurture it – sing over it – to become our true creative selves and fulfill the Purpose for why we’re born. The Wild Woman represents our True Self. She longs to express her creative gifts, fulfill her Purpose, and to be free to fully express herself, not suppressed or tamed by society.

But, how can we nurture our soul and creative spirit? Dr. Estes teaches us 5 ways to reclaim and express our Wild Woman spirit.

  1. Recognize the urgings of your own soul.

Don’t blindly conform to the ideas of others around you or be the “persona” of who your family, job, culture, religion, or society thinks you should be without questioning: “Who does my soul long for me to be? What does my soul truly want out of life?”

  1. Rely on your intuition to guide your Wild Woman spirit.

Dr. Estes tells a story about a young girl named Vasalisa, who is sent by her evil step-mother and sisters to ask a witch for fire. Vasalisa has a doll in her pocket, and each time she needs to make a decision on which direction to go or on what to say, she touches the doll in her pocket who gives her the correct answers. The doll in her pocket represents her intuition. I love this metaphor because it shows how accessible our own intuition is. It’s always with us close at hand if we will only be aware of and listen to this calm voice within each of us instead of the drama going on around us.

  1. Don’t allow anyone to suppress what Dr. Estes calls our Vivid Energy – our creative thoughts, ideas, spirit, and intuition – or we will not be able to truly connect to our soul and be our True Self.

Dr. Estes says that Wild Women spirits are usually born into families that don’t quite understand who we are; we’re not quite the same as our other family members. As the only creative, artsy person in a family of logical, left-brained thinkers, I can relate to this notion! Even today as I’m transitioning careers from professor to artist and life coach, my artistic ideas and projects are usually met with, “Huh,” or “That’s nice, dear,” and then the conversation moves to a different (and usually much more mundane) topic. If you’ve experienced this with your family members, you know this can be extremely frustrating no matter how much you love your family!

The other part of not allowing anyone to suppress your Vivid Energy is to surround yourself with a partner and/or tribe who will fully support and nurture your creative spirit. Dr. Estes says that if you’re with a partner who doesn’t understand your creative spirit or who tries to extinguish it by cutting you off mid-sentence while you’re excitedly describing your current project, your creative soul will be caged and squelched. You need a partner and tribe – even if it’s only one or two close friends – who will water your creativity like a flower, allowing it to blossom and thrive. Only with complete support can you truly be connected with your True Self and soul.

  1. Be patient with yourself while reclaiming your Wild Woman spirit.

Dr. Estes says that we may feel rage if our creative spirit has been suppressed by family, a mate, our job, society’s ideas of who we should be, etc. If this is the case, we need to release that rage or else it will clog our creative flow and we’ll forever be blocked from expressing our True Self.

Give yourself time to get over and release any pain you feel. Feed yourself spiritual food that comforts you. Be patient with yourself. Use that rage as fuel to give birth to new creative ideas, but then let go of the pain. Don’t dwell in it. Some of my most meaningful paintings have come from the emotional purge of using those feelings of pain and anger – after divorce, during the uncertainty of big life shifts, when not feeling heard/valued by those close to me – and releasing those strong feelings onto the canvas. They became a symbol of inner strength and beauty, no longer a poison in my heart and soul.

  1. Remember, it’s NEVER too late to blossom into your Wild Woman spirit.

LOVE this one, because I’m changing careers to fully grow into my Wild Woman spirit and am turning 50 in a few months! Dr. Estes says that it’s common for Wild Women to be late bloomers, and age doesn’t matter a wit!

I would love to hear what you think about the Wild Woman spirit in the comments below. Are you a Wild Woman who longs to reclaim your creative freedom and allow your True Self to shine? If so, I’m in your wolf pack! Let’s howl together!

 

Self-Transformation: A 4-Letter Word or Your Birthright?

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I adore this quote by Marianne Williamson, author of A Return to Love: “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

So powerful!

I shared this beautiful quote with my 84-year-old mother the other day. She’s not a huge fan of change or causing a stir because of her fear of what others might think. She said she tends to shrink back to not cause what she perceives would be negative attention. So, when I first told her that I had resigned from my 11-year, tenured professor position to dive full time into life coaching and offering art workshops, she was shocked and disappointed. She said that she’s embarrassed to tell people in the small, rural Texas town I grew up in that I’ve gone from begin a professor – something she’s quite proud of – to this unknown entity.

This type of reaction has been a common thread in our relationship when I’ve decided to act outside of the “norm” and forge my own path (i.e. – not wanting to have a child, moving solo from Texas to Connecticut).

She usually comes around…eventually.

But, I can’t let those obstacles stop me from following the path that I know is right for me. Do I wish she could be more encouraging? Absolutely! Is it difficult to move forward toward a dream in the face of negative feedback? Yes, it’s caused more than a few tears. But I have to do what my heart is compelling me to do – to continue the journey of fulfilling my life’s Purpose – or I know my soul will shrivel within me, and my Light will be extinguished by “playing small.”

Tim Storey, author of Comeback & Beyond: How to Turn Your Setbacks into Comebacks, says when we think, “Is this all there is to life? There has to be more to life than this!” we’re experiencing Divine Dissatisfaction. That nagging tug in your heart is the Universe’s way of nudging you to grow into your True Self, shine your Light, and play BIG.

I recently read a fabulous book, The Crossroads of Should and Must: Find and Follow Your Passion, by Elle Luna. She offers a hypothesis that really struck me: what if your job = your career = your Calling? In other words, what if your job/career/Calling were one in the same, and there was no distinction between what you do on a daily basis and what your life’s Purpose is?

As I describe in my Honor Your Purpose mini-course (sign up here free!), after I discovered through meditation that my Purpose was to use my art in some way to inspire others, it became clear that my job/career had nothing to do with my life’s Calling. This became extremely painful and frustrating. As Steven Pressfield states in The War of Art: Break Through the Block and Win Your Inner Creative Battles, the pain of NOT following your Calling becomes more intense than the fear of taking the leap toward your Calling. That’s when you find yourself at the crossroad of Should vs. Must. Will you continue to live the life your family or society thinks you should be living, or will you take a chance on going against society’s grain and let your Light shine, play big, manifest the glory that IS within you?

Looking back, it’s astounding how I’ve begun to make the shift from playing small to following my Purpose. In 2002 after my divorce, I briefly dated a guy I’d met in a singles Sunday school class at church. I showed him the first three of my visual diary portraits that I painted as a purging emotional release after divorce and while going back to school for my doctorate: Inner Beauty Blooming, Defiance and Sea of Hope. After I described the life circumstances depicted in each piece, I immediately felt hot and heavy regret. So vulnerable and wishing I could shove the words back down my throat! I swore then that I’d never again show anyone my portraits or explain the very personal messages behind each one!

Fast forward to December 2013. After discovering my life’s Purpose through meditation, it finally seemed natural and necessary to share my portraits and their stories beyond the walls of my home. That’s when vickiworldart.com was conceived. Fast forward again to January 2015, when I knew in my heart that I could not sign another contract at my university. The drumbeat of my Purpose had become too loud and too constant to ignore. I had to take the plunge, resign from my stable job and take the blind leap of faith into this new era of job = career = my Calling. Scary – yes – but the most joyful and fulfilling thing I’ve ever done!

And a new venture is bubbling to the surface. Creating my memoir portraits has given me comfort and joy throughout the years, depicting snapshots of my life at certain moments in time. But, what if I could do that for other people with paintings of loved ones or images they regard as dear and that hold meaning in their lives?

So, I’m dipping my toe into the new pool of painting Intuitive Portraits that capture people’s essence and vibration. The first I’ve painted is a portrait of my BFF’s daughter, Anni, who recently graduated from high school and is going into college this fall. Her intuitive portrait includes positive messages at this young crossroads in life – a quote from Maya Angelou’s poem “Phenomenal Woman,” a quote about following your calling from Danielle LaPorte’s book The Desire Map, hidden butterflies for transformation, feathers for freedom, birds taking flight, and a reminder to Shine.

(If you’re interested in an Intuitive Portrait, let’s discuss possibilities! Email me at vickiworldart@gmail.com)

So, where are you on your Self-Transformation scale? Are you resisting inevitable change or has your drumbeat become so loud in your heart that you know you must create a shift to begin the journey toward your Calling? The unknown and lack of certainty can be terrifying, but from where I’m standing, the light is brighter, the air clearer, and the joy deeper and more true.

The world is waiting for your unique gift. Will you take the leap? I’d love to hear about your thoughts and experiences in the comments below!

Tweet: Shine your light. Play BIG. Fulfill your purpose. Serve others.

Black Sheep Evolution: Are you willing to go against society’s grain?

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Black Sheep Evolution

“Choosing to live and love with our whole hearts is an act of defiance. You’re going to confuse, piss-off and terrify lots of people – including yourself. One minute you’ll pray the transformation ends, and the next minute you’ll pray it never ends. You’ll also wonder how you can feel so brave and so afraid at the same time…brave, afraid, and totally alive!” I LOVE this quote by Brené Brown, researcher and author of Daring Greatly: How the Courage to be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead.

And man, oh man, have I decided to live with my whole heart as my compass and commit an act of defiance! Talk about a Black Sheep Evolution! On February 24, 2015, I resigned from my 11-year, tenured professor position to take a leap into the unknown with seemingly no safety net (although I KNOW the Universe will catch me!).

I’m currently following my passion of art by creating a curriculum for art workshops – not to teach technique – but to inspire women who may feel stuck in circumstances that society told them they belong in or that they’ve outgrown.

Raise your hand if you’ve been there (or are there now). I know I have – twice! The purpose of these art workshops is to help you identify and honor your life’s Purpose, just as I’m striving to do now. The end result will be a juicy art journal and a canvas piece – a Vision Canvas – to symbolize your True Self emerging! How powerful and cool is that?!? (Don’t worry if you’re not artsy – no art experience required in this safety zone!)

Taking this huge leap into the unknown abyss may seem like a knee-jerk reaction to my friends, colleagues and family, but really it’s been incubating within my heart for several years – like a bird preparing to hatch. And, my 2015 Libra horoscope actually predicted a huge life flip was on the horizon.

I’m not one to live by my astrological forecast, but I do believe some people have the ability to read the stars. Plus, this particular forecast has proven eerily accurate in the past. My horoscope stated that 2015 brings a once-in-every-12-years life changer that is a result of the foundational work laid in 2014. For me, 2014 brought about the creation of vickiworldart.com, a memoir draft, and a seedling idea for a workshop mapping my life events with the steps of Joseph Campbell’s The Hero’s Journey and illustrating those steps with my memoir portraits with the purpose of helping others to follow their inner calling. Kind of a “my candle has been lit/let me light your candle to pay it forward” movement.

But, let’s test this 12-year-life-changer theory even further. In 2002-2003, after my divorce, I graduated with my doctorate, landed the assistant professor position at my now-former university, and moved from Texas to Connecticut solo to begin a totally fresh existence – shedding the skin of a nonworking wife who had lost a baby I was not meant to conceive.

Twelve years prior to that life transformation in 1990-1991, I graduated with my master’s and married my hairdresser husband. This relationship, which evaporated, actually started the journey toward my current life position. The inner turmoil caused by the abrupt shift from wife to single professor was the big push toward creating my visual diary of portrait paintings that symbolize major life events at snapshots in time. Today, I realize that I can use my story, memoir portraits, and art to help others find their calling. Life is coming full circle in a super cool fashion!

(PS – I ran into a friend at a party recently whom I’ve known since 2006, but never knew the details of her life. While discussing this 12-year-life-changer theory, we discovered that she’s also a Libra – her birthday is one day after mine – and that every 12 years, she’s also experienced a major life event. We were married on the same day in 1991, and her husband passed away and she retired in 2002/2003! She’s currently deciding what to do with her long-time family business this year. WOW!)

Looking back, it’s clear that everything that has happened in my life has been part of a Divine Plan. We may not be able to see the reasoning for what happens to us in the moment, especially when some events are difficult and scratchy. But I believe the Universe is always gently urging us to move toward our life’s True Calling. Pema Chödrön, Buddhist teacher, confirms this by saying that difficult events happen so we will evolve toward True Self and not remain the same.

Transformation is the concept depicted in my portrait, Black Sheep Evolution. Rainn Wilson, actor and co-created of Soul Pancake, believes that creating art is a form of prayer. In January before I made the definite decision to turn in my resignation and follow my Purpose, Black Sheep Evolution was a fervent prayer that I’d have the guts to be “brave, afraid, and totally alive” all at the same time, eager to shape shift once again and allow my life’s calling to burst forth.

Do I know what the future holds or what the outcome will be after taking this leap of faith? Nope. Does that scare the poop out of me occasionally? You bet! Do I know yet who I am in this new life role? Taking it one baby step at a time. But, I know in my heart this leap is the next right step of my Divine Plan. If I had ignored my intuition and taken the safe route (aka – ignored my life’s calling, stayed in my secure job and continued doing art as a part-time hobby), I would be living with regret and deep self-disappointment. To me, that would be the polar opposite of being “brave, afraid, and totally alive.”

I believe in Joseph Campbell’s quote, “Follow your bliss and the Universe will open doors where there were only walls.”

So, what about you? What transformations and/or obstacles have you faced? How have you overcome? Especially my Libra Soul Sisters – how is this 12-year-life-changer theory happening for you? Please feel free to share at vickiworldart@gmail.com or connect with me on Facebook or Twitter!

And, if you would like to receive updates about upcoming art workshops, please email me at vickiworldart@gmail.com to get the scooby of when this creative goodness begins!

Shine on! The world needs your light!

Vicki – xo